someone on tv is avoiding elevators...

Well, I posted "I wonder what happened to Doug E. Doug." Yeah. There was some Cosby show on (not the old one, the new one) and he was on it! Now, Madeleine Kahn was too, so it was obviously at least 3 years ago, but still. Weird.

I got 9 envies of stuff today. I now have over 60 decos. I decorated 23 or so of them tonight. Yeah it took hours. Yeah, I watched the hour of Everybody Loves Raymond (I LOVE THAT SHOW! IT KICKS ASS!!!!), 7th Heaven (these new eps are way better than the old ones...they're not as corny and dumb...I like the Camdens...what the hell is wrong with me?????!!!!!????), Everybody Loves Raymond on CBS (it's regularly scheduled Monday time), the last half of Glory Days (not too terrible, but I would rather have Angel back on), then Elimidate (god...a low), then 3rd rock from the sun, then king of the hill (teehee...it's a funny show), half of Frasier, then Letterman (oooh...the Announcement...oooh...And Ray Ramano was on the show! YAY!), then Seinfeld (it was the next to last one of the series...it sucked...not as bad as the last one, but sucky nonetheless), then Conan. During all of these shows, I was decorating decos. Magazine clippings, glitter, boxtape, green pen, red pen, purple, gold, and turquoise gel pens.

Fuck. Some person is talking about agoraphobia. Agoraphobia scares me. Especially since I'm homebound so often...and I like closed in spaces. Ugh. I want to be 30. That way I can be clear of schizophrenia...well...how old was the Beautiful Mind guy? I don't know why I'm afraid of schizophrenia...I was when I was around 12 and 13...maybe because of all the V.C. Andrews books I read (and I read them all...until Melody.)

Here's another quiz.




You are the classic yellow squeeky toy.

Find your inner rubber ducky.

CARE BEAR STARE!!!

I'm not as gloomy as my last post/s was/were. It just so happens when I look back on the day, I don't see it as very productive right now. I know it is, my projects/tv shows keeping my stability, which is what I most need right now I think.

Hell, I watched the Care Bears movie today for God's sake!!! Tenderheart, and Grumpy Bear (Do you know how practical and handy he is??? I had forgotten that...he gets stuff done...even when he complains haha). And crazy ass Nicholas and that weird book. It was fun, and it was good.

And then tomorrow...well today for you. I haven't gone to bed yet, so it's tomorrow for me haha. BUFFY IS ON!!! The new one!!! The one where a demon casts a spell that makes the Buffster imagine she's imagined the past six years!! Too cool eh!!!
I can' wait! Plus I want to see how Xander is doing. I love that ole boy.

Well, time to check email, and then maybe go to bed. I don't know...well...maybe I will...I need to finish Langston Hughes's The Big sea...I've been reading it forever. It's not as good as I Wonder As I Wander...what a book that is. What a story...it makes these faraway lands real. It's so awesome. What a book.