fantastically hot or fucking freezing
Apr. 6th, 2002 07:18 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bonstrosityDude. Eddie Izzard is so fucking funny. The man is also brilliant and he wears makeup! YAY!
Hmm...don't you hate when you drink quite a bit and then you're still not drunk, tipsy yes, drunk no. And then you get bored, then move to frustration of the boredom, and then sobriety. Icky. I only wish I could stand to take hard liquor by itself...it would save me so much. As is, however, I get nauseated to the max, by the mere smell of it. Blah.
GOD! I need a signifant other! haha I rarely think about that, and usually like being alone, but right now, blah. My friends here (all 3 of them) are way more cuddly with one another than I am with them, and I know they wouldn't like me to be all huggy and whatnot, so I don't. But at Smith...ARGH! I had people there I could at least hug for fuck's sake!!! Put an arm around a shoulder, put my head on someone's shoulder, and neither of us would think "Is that sexual?" God, but here. I always think that. That's who my best friends here are, I don't want to breach their space, and I'm not allowed to also. It sucks. I NEED CUDDLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
grr
Hmm...don't you hate when you drink quite a bit and then you're still not drunk, tipsy yes, drunk no. And then you get bored, then move to frustration of the boredom, and then sobriety. Icky. I only wish I could stand to take hard liquor by itself...it would save me so much. As is, however, I get nauseated to the max, by the mere smell of it. Blah.
GOD! I need a signifant other! haha I rarely think about that, and usually like being alone, but right now, blah. My friends here (all 3 of them) are way more cuddly with one another than I am with them, and I know they wouldn't like me to be all huggy and whatnot, so I don't. But at Smith...ARGH! I had people there I could at least hug for fuck's sake!!! Put an arm around a shoulder, put my head on someone's shoulder, and neither of us would think "Is that sexual?" God, but here. I always think that. That's who my best friends here are, I don't want to breach their space, and I'm not allowed to also. It sucks. I NEED CUDDLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
grr
